Real Me ~ MSOD Mystery Mix~

I'm fighter not a hero...

I know and absolutely understand that many of you out there are wanted to know and to see the person that I am. That because, recently, I’ve been asked by many students and teachers from my old school about the mystery blog which had created by me had sparks a controversy lately. When I saw the blog, I was definitely surprise that the blog that had showed by my friend was belong to me. Some had called it funny and some says it was scandal. I’m amused to hear many comments from them. Even my senior had written comments too. :P I think he likes it (is it?). However, he did ask who I am. He was just like my other ex-classmates and my ex-schoolmates. Winding up the years seems to be fun especially when it comes to the school old days. Unfortunately, they didn’t know the creator because for one thing, I’m never put my real name. No, I’m not a coward. But I’m rather being like this from the first day I wrote the blog. I don’t really like to be the centre of the attention although sometimes, the situation had drags me to that position.

I was pretty shy. I’m not a hero but only a fighter. No matter how it’s going to be I’m optimistic about happiness but I’m never been too disappointed if things didn’t get my way. Somehow, I always believe there are thousand of ways to survive without giving myself to cheapskate lifestyle. I wrote these based on my experience and based on my perspective of view. Even if people doesn’t want to accept it but in the reality, it’s really painful until it brings a trauma for the rest of our lives. As for myself, I was healed by time. I don’t blame many people if they come and read this story and at the end they’d called me nerdy bitch but anyway, I’m really love myself around that time. I don’t smoke and even do drugs. I don’t really rebel and I don’t want to be friends with someone that doesn’t wanted to become friends. That’s my policy. I was busy chasing the future that I’m looking for and I don’t care if they don’t like my lifestyle.

Breaking the rule isn’t cool but what does really cool is to be love, to appreciate and most of all feels satisfy the life that I had. My advice is simple to all of you especially teenage boys and girls out there, future is unpredictable and we can’t turn back times. The best way to enjoy the teenage life is to live and appreciate what you are and not what others think about you. Girl, if you want to wear pink instead your friend wear black, just follow your instinct and boy, if you like racing (but not illegal racing) over football, just do it. You’ll see what I mean. We follow ourselves for good reason and sometimes, we had to follow someone else just because we feel safe. If you don’t happy with it, don’t do it and if you rebel without cause, you’ll be burned for good. That’s for sure. Once again, thank you very, very much to come. I haven’t had time to write more about my school old days but anyway keep on coming. I love to see all of you coming back over and over again.